Breakout

I wanna break out,
out of my shell,
Without being told i'm going to hell.
I wanna cry out,
out for help,
Help with breaking out.
I think it's time I break out,
I won't break down.
It's time I break out of my shell,
It's time I wake up from this nightmare,
How will you face us?
When the time comes?
It's time I let me know I'm not the only one.
I'll break out without a sound,
the only way you'll know is when I stop coming around.
I wanna be loud,
When I tell the truth.
Of what happened between me and you.
I'm not gonna spend everyday,
Wishing things would have stayed the same.
It's time I start
having fun,
Your promises were broken one by one.
I pulled the trigger,
And aimed the gun
at you as my head spun.
I wanna not have a doubt,
In my head.
As I'm going to bed.
As I'm falling asleep,
Just wanna know I'm all I need;
And without you I'm still complete.
As I stare at my feet,
and play this song on repeat,
and hope it'll convince me,
not to bleed.
It's time I break out of my shell,
I won't dwell on you anymore,
It was your choice to walk out that door,
But now it's my choice not to break down and cry on the floor.
Instead I'll ignore.
I'll no longer adore.
You're not worth fighting for.
It's time I break out of my shell,
Now I know not to fall under your spells,
What will you think?
When I refuse to sink?
And without trying,
I swim back to shore without dying.
I'm done with your lying,
and I'm done with crying,
I'm so done with sighing over you.
And I'm done with buying,
all of your lying,
all I want to hear,
Is the truth.
It's time I break out of me and you.