Nexus

the wind blew, my temper flared
you ignored the whisper
you let me drown
inside of a ocean of fear
i never loved you.
i guess that's your notion
tip toeing through a lily field,
nihilism, you kept your lips sealed
you broke me, you vilified.
lethargic love, ive become skeptical
well-founded, well-done,
you managed to swallow me up,
heart broken, in a state of constant guilt.
disconnection, enshrouded
in a communication non existent.
but i still believe, woman of my dreams.
you are real.