Forgive my Stupidity

I love you so very much,
Even thou at times I do things that hurt,
I try so hard to hope that you always see,
How much you being in my life means to me,
That without you, I feel like nothing
I am sorry yet again for causing you pain,  
that is the last thing I ever wanted to do,
Even when I am trying to look out for you  
and do the right thing,i mess up,
and i always act like a stupid idiot
I am sorry for that too.
Every time i screw up I feel hopeless;  
like nothing can save me,
then you make me smile...after all the pain
and suffering I hope that you still know
how much I love and cherish you,
like nothing else in my life
gives me the thrill of being loved by you.
So I hope that you listen and see it in my eyes,  
this sincere apology that comes from deep inside.