Him

I want him! I need him!
But he pushes me away.
I care about him
I love him yet
He know and he looks
The other way.
He brushes me off as
If I'm nothing but dust.
I watch as he loves her
and know I'm not good snuff
anymore. I watch as he holds her
And smiles his loving smile and
Think why doesn't he love me anymore.
I watch as he kisses her and I die inside.
I hide from him and I cut. I watch as the
Beautiful bloody tears run down my arms and I smile
As I whisper I love him. I cry as the pain numbers my body.
My heart. My soul. I close my eyes as death takes my away from my painful life