JUST A LITTLE MORE NECESSARY ESSENTIAL LETTING GO        

             
   fare    
      thee    
   well              
all ye fair                
   weather friends              
      whether new    
   of late              
or old              
   for ive no                
      more time    
   or energy left            
to give    
   nor to waste              
      on all    
   of you now            
much less              
   any                
      further desire              
   to even know              
any longer                 
   such shallow              
      relatively    
   meaningless              
way too    
   easy come              
      even easier          
   go                                                      
half empty    
   glass
energy draining  
   distractive
narrow minded
   toxic             
   superficial people
such so called
   friends  
in my life              
   from now on                                       
      at least    
   that is          
for now              
   for woe             
      the time              
   all the
precious
   time              
i ve so    
   foolishly wasted     
      and spent           
   on such    
empty    
   vain  
      content with
   mediocrity
beings        
   in and
      throughout
   my life              
thus far          
   so lets          
just say              
   im giving          
      you all          
   a long overdue    
much needed    
   break away    
      from me    
   now    
but even    
   more importantly    
      here              
   than that    
is the more    
   crucial    
      fact              
   im giving              
      and taking                
   one for myself              
here finally              
   at long last        
      as well              
   so desperately    
needed    
   for a good                
      prolonged while                
   i hope        
   for i certainly        
need to        
   get    
      and be           
   just as far          
enough                  
   away from                
      you all            
   as i possibly        
can    
   if for no other  
      good reason  
   than to  
hopefully learn  
   how not to  
      allow myself  
   to keep on  
making this  
   same old mistake  
      in my life  
   over and over  
again  
   and hopefully  
      to also  
   somehow learn  
how to  
   better redefine  
      recognize  
   and more  
clearly discern  
   what constitutes  
      warrants  
   makes and  
better defines  
   what qualities  
      and basic  
   essential innate  
traits  
   are required  
      to qualify  
   anyone in my  
future days  
   for me to  
      think of as  
   to consider  
to call  
   to trust  
      and believe in  
   as a true  
as my true  
   worthwhile  
      worthy  
   friend  
a rather  
   threadbare  
      fickle word  
   and term  
much too  
   frequently  
      much too  
   loosely used  
misused  
   and abused  
      shallow label  
   superficially  
tossed around  
   and falsely used  
      to obligate  
   or manipulate  
in unhealthy  
   often hurtful  
      ways  
   these days  
so that i  
   may hopefully  
       from now on  
   avoid and keep  
myself from  
   making that  
      same old  
   potentially  
grievous mistake  
   repeatedly over  
      and over again  
   in my life  
ever again  
   and in  
      so doing  
   perhaps  
i may also  
   better learn  
      to conquer                
   that old        
self defeatist                
   behavioral    
      weakness                
   within me
myself
   here first              
   and not              
      give in                
   to my              
usual state              
   of isolated            
      self inflicted            
   desolate            
despair s     
   loneliness trap       
      here once          
   more          
yet again      
   for i feel  
      like ive been      
   for far      
too long      
   slowly      
      yet increasingly      
   drowning      
here in      
   the superficial      
      stagnant      
   energy depleting      
spirit draining      
   social shallows      
      of all your      
   collectively      
exhausting      
   unsustainable      
      no longer      
   wanted      
nor needed      
   too easy    
      to access      
   meaningless      
connections     
   to me      
      as only      
   a convenient  
secondary option  
   or tolerable    
      distraction  
   only when  
you want it  
   or need it  
      meaning  
   me  
in your      
   non nurturing      
      user unfriendly      
   old
energy vampire
   role  
      in my life
   as my once    
so gullibly    
   convinced    
      although      
   presently      
no longer  
   anymore  
      for now    
   i ve more
wisely    
   chosen  
      to re designate  
   refer to  
and call  
   you  
      and you all  
   as only
my newly  
   let go of  
      released  
   set free  
discharged  
   false  
      pseudo
   faux  
so called    
   ex friends    
      for true friends    
   none of you    
ever truly    
   were    
      back then
   nor still
are nt
   even here
      now today
   and yet
none of you
   have even
      the slightest
   clue
that all
   of that
      is about
   to change
based on
   my own
      one way
   conscious
decision
   alone
      for today
   as of now
i m choosing
   to give
      all of you
   no more
of my time
   no more
      of me
   nor will
i be sharing
   with any
      of you
   anymore
of my spirit s
   long awakened
      higher frequency
   vibrational    
energies
   at all
      neither can  
   nor will any  
of you
   ever  
      be able  
   to wear  
refer to
   think of
      or call
   yourselves
by that old  
   false label
      anymore
   of and as  
my so called  
   friend  
      nor friends  
   hopefully        
not ever
   again
      at least
   in this world
this time
   around
      never
   again
at
   all