taken from me

My body smiles and laughs but you can never be forgotten. I love you to much
my insides ache,ache of the memories I cant forget ,my mind is wrinkled
I want to blame god for your missing presence but I no its not his fault, if
I even believe in god I don’t no,all I do know is that I need you and your not here,
my insides are crushed and falling into dust for the need to be near you just once more
I saw you go I held your hand I watched as they laid you in your satin box to decay,I tell myself your
not gone my eyes have fooled me and I hope that im not going insane,
oh I cant get rid of the thoughts and images every breath I wish to be with you where ever you are
I have died every day just waiting for you to give me a sign to wipe away this blood that I
let shed to get one step closer to you I no you must be so ashamed
that im selfish not to let you go