what's the matter with me

wipe the tears from my eyes
as i walk away from all the lies
years go by still not a whisper
the pain still lingers growing deeper
i need to move
i can’t move
i need to move on
what’s the matter with me
a slave to all my insecurities
i can’t let go
i can’t say so
what’s the matter with me
what’s the matter with me
baby please please

taking the knife out of my back
watching my heart fade to black
telling myself it’s not worth the pain
but i keep picking at the scars again and again
i need to move
i can’t move
i need to move on
what’s the matter with me
a slave to all my insecurities
i can’t let go
i can’t say no
what’s the matter with me
what’s the matter with me
baby please please
i’m down on my knees
begging please
to all my insecurities
just to leave me be
what’s the matter with me
what’s the matter with me
baby please please
what’s the matter with me
aaah please
please