lost with out love

As i recall looking down . On this word full of hope and love

I yell tell everyone from above why fool yourself

I live in space where there no pain or hurting

why do you want to be love for is a crime

As I see them holding hand i start to feel a pain

I don't want to deal with it i know i would be hurt

as I look down again I shake my head

why would you want end up like me.

Love what is that is just a pain i don't care for

but I look again tear drop my face

start to think why cant someone love me

I'm no good for anyone to love.

Did my God think of me when he made me

or was it plan for me feel this way for rest of my life

 I feel the lost of being love and just for someone to hold me

but it is to late for me. I'm no longer

part of this world

don't miss out

when love come knocking on your door

or you be like me not here not love