just writing

phone alarm is so loud
Awaking from a sleepless sleep
waking to make my mama proud
trying to stand on empty feet
O.M.G. ,I can't,... I m falling down
my hole "me" hits the ground
Gosh it hurts hard ... in the heart (word)
a pain that I can t stand nor understand
bloodless a heart beat speeder
Oh shit , I lost and sinking deeper
in a world of mankey stage
fame,power, money bars of a cage
from which I wanna escape
I want to be part of the history not a story
I know I gotta get it right
Waaw the fake is so bright
that is turning me from the true light
everything getting faker and faker
tha tthe fake is turning real
the real is so ashamed and hiding
out of our reach or finding