Its gets so bad

Heart broken
Shattered
Your little smile
Innocent puppy dog eyes ripping apart my soul
It kills me
You want me and then don't
You break me and wait
You care and then kiss me
Its all better
We split and you still care about me
We talk
Laugh
Love
You dream
Of us
Losing our most precious gifts to each other
I love you
You say hey
I cry
I need you
I need all of you
Not just parts
I hate that I love you
I really do
I wish I didn't have to love
It makes me so sick
Its all broken
I hate it
Good bye
On to hell...
My permanent dwelling place
Hopefully