Every Time I Fall In Love

Today I stand alone to accuse you,Love
The moon,the stars are my witness
Your lies and phony nature has ruined my world
And left me with this incurable sickness

Fear,paranoia and skepticism its basic features
You don't need to look before you see
How Love's knuckle has deformed my denture
And left me in this endless agony

Strong is it's appeal
Weak is my resistance
Truly,solo I wanna be
But I fall for it at first glance

And I keep lying to myself...
Day in and day out
Giving myself a reason to try again
I fall in,I fall out

Same tears,same pain
Same anger,same conclusion
Looks who's here;the fool again
Same lies,same confusion

What is it that makes me wrong?
No matter how I hard I try
Never I'm I able to get it right
It all ends up in a cry

First the 'she' and later me
Banging doors and angry words
Parting forever to never be
The end product a killer sword

It's killing me...slowly I guess
Everybody needs love and companionship
Someone to lean on in times of stress
But now I can't simply  find one for me

Its difficult to forfeit
Its impossible to quit
Rising is falling again
Falling is rising to pain

Round and round it goes
A vicious circle of betrayal and deception
Naturally,like water it flows
It came with love at its conception

To be in love is to be blind
Well,blindness here is often expressed as understanding
But for many of my kind
Love's odd ways often beat our understanding

That's why there's always crisis
That's why there's always commotion
In my abstract realm of ideas
Every time I fall in love...alive come my fears