Derek Killed Himself

Derek was found with bullets two
One lay in the chamber
One he was trying to chew
The police looked at the wall behind
To guess what he was thinking
Was is depression or  the drugs
Was it the drinking
But more importantly
Why kill yourself with bullets two
Both cannnot travel
When one is for you

The internet was a buzz
Guessing Derek's point of view
And admiring how he could run
As far and as fast as the bullet flew
People wondered his intention saying "none
Can suck two bullets from a gun"
I liked the idea
That the second bullet was not for himself
But instead it was a metaphor
Fighting for his mental health
But I know why he packed two
Pieces of lead for him to kiss
The first was for him
The second was if he missed