not ever again

my love,i pushed away out of my life you aren't my kids my family my ex wife. you came in many forms liquid pill a bottle a stick. now when i think of you it makes me feel sick!

you were my whole life my love my everything. guess what without you i can see the sun, feel the wind, enjoy hearing a bird sing. its hard to believe only an hour to a year. i don't need you anymore i no reason to fear!

you are not welcome in my life EVER AGAIN! i don't need all the heartache the sorrow the pain. today without you life is so real. i don't need you anymore. i only need to feel. life as it is and own its terms. just wish it didn't take so long to finally learn.

with that i will go on living life so full so emotionally rich.

oh and one last thing peace out BITCH!