Decisions Over Light Hearted Conversations

I want to be more than friends with you
Maybe you're afraid, like someone better
I don't know but I know the things I want
and it's to get to know you the best I can
Love you as much as possible
and give you everything I can
But I know you don't view me in that light
Maybe I should cut my losses before I hurt myself
Before I get myself stuck, I knew what I was going into
How much it took for me to just first talk to you
I want you to know everything of me
but the wind eventually will come by
and knock over my glass castle
and you'll slowly not need me around
I just wish there were no more ends
There have been too many
Too many things torn from me
Maybe I need to stop caring so much for people
But I know something is different about you
Because I can't pull myself together around you
I find myself fumbling for the right things to say
Wanting to impress you, maybe that's what scares me so much
I may need more than a friend though
I can feel myself wanting to hold your hand when I'm by you
This tightening in my stomach, but I can't
Because I don't think you want that
You told me I'm not what you want right now
I just want to get to know everything of you
and not just have you be
Another half written page to me
I want to see your heart and feel your soul
Maybe I'm just being silly
I'm so happy when we talk
Maybe its time to walk....