Unworthy Jezebel

I messed up, I know i have.
I gave myself to someone else when yours was all i should have been.
I'm a wreck, an emotional, unworthy wreck.
Everyone deserves better than me, YOU deserve better than me.

Staying at home, alone in my world, it's all i really need.
You go and have your fun, i'll stay here and just bleed, unseen blood.

Don't you know that it's not your fault? I'mprojecting! Gosh, i'm so selfish!!!!
I trust you, but can you trust me after all that i've done?
I'm scared that you'll one day wake up and realise your worth, how it's more than me... More than i'll ever be!

Forgive me love, for I have sinned. A long time ago but that matters no more... You'll never move past it and for that I cannot blame you.