Pain

I love the sensation  
of my body in pain  
 
It give's me so much pleasure,  
I take my blade and slice my  
flesh open  
 
I watch my body bleed to the  
point of death, but then I  
stop the bleeding  
 
for the next day to feel  
the same sensation  
 
I just can't help but to commit  
this vice over and over again  
 
It feels so good, it's my version  
of a drug  
 
this vice is my addiction  
its the only thing that keeps  
me sane  
 
without it I would  
go insane, so don't judge  
me for what I do and  
for what I am........