just words from a memory and from pain.

why does it hurt so much...
why does it hurt so much...
the night i went over to your house,
you were sick in bed, i peeked in to find you sleeping
i peaked in and heard you dreaming...
why does it hurt so much...
why does it hurt so much...
that was all you said.
You were sweating my love
You were crying my love
i wanted to sneak in your room to hold you in my arms
but your mother always hated me, so all i could do was look in from afar.
i started to plant you flowers
beneath your bedroom window,
i said a little prayer to help them grow
now thats the spot you pick her flowers...and when she asks "where did you get them they are so beautiful"?,
you just smile and say you dont know.
i loved you with all my heart
now im the only one asking
why does it hurt so much...
why does it hurt so much...
noone is here to give me flowers
ive tried to plant some but they all die...
why does it hurt so much
you leave me here alone in this sickness to cry.
(i just typed this up really quick, not meant to impress so if u were bored im sorry...i just need to let go of all my pain somehow,someway)i cant bare it anymore.
-cfp