Falling in Real Life

Her hair was in my face, her eyes were in my eyes,
her smile on my face, but only in my mind.
I never said a word, I never wanted to.
Maybe I'd ruin it, I kinda wanted to.
She has a hangup, but i might chance it.
She hates my guts, ya think that could hurt my chances?

I never wanted anyone, but I think I might need you.
I need a lot of things, but I think I need you too.
I can tell you how it feels to love someone,
I once traded my heart for someone else's lungs,
My one true shock, was a face i forget,
the way you block things out.. when pain just won't relent.
Her hair is beautiful and so is the rest,
I can't believe I'm falling again.

This time i hope the ground hurts less.