Nightmare or Reality?..

 It's point blank,
No loops or bullshit involved.
I can see the broken faces,
The tears trailing down.

A nightmare so close to reality.

It wasn't a magic trick,
We all knew it was hiding yet developing.
I couldn't find the stronghold,
My grip painfully ripped off.
Unable to hide the pain,
My own tears betraying.
Trickling;
Tears,
Ruby red.
I watch myself sink to the stained floor.
A bottle or two lying around,
Paired with that broken dripping razor.
Watch as my eyes droop unwillingly.
..I told you I'd find my sweet forbidden sanctuary..

The day I slipped away.