He died in July

Im just now thinking of you
i know it wasn't much,
but I'm hoping you didn't lose.
you lost your head
you couldn't stop
now that you're dead
i wonder if you're gone
i still see your face sometimes
i have to repeat the same line.
this one time i almost talked to another you
it was so much like you i didn't know what to do
i wonder if you care that much
i wonder if this was all her touch.
Please tell me you're home
Please tell me you're not alone in the alone
i wanna die and come back as lightning
i want you to be my thunder
so we can pal around all day
and i can know the over-under
you meant a lot, and i truly mean it
you showed me truth
you showed me meaning.
I'm sorry your pain was too much
I'm sorry you fell on a broken crutch.
i think about you a lot.
i hope that's okay.
i hope you aint lost.
i hope i see you someday.