1000 tears

i cry 1000 tears
each one for you
they represent all the shit
you put me through
and it proves to you
how much i care
and its not fair
how you treat me
try to delete me from your life
and i wont go without a fight
and as hard as im trying
it feels like im losing
but im still choosing you
eventhough im the one you mis-use
my heart ws your to have and to hold
not to control and break
and make me wonder why
i waste time
trying to hold you down
treat you like a king
and give you a crown
here i am now
ive fallen so deep
and the only good thing about sleep
is dreams of you
and its true
your the apple of my eye
and id put my heart on the line for you
lay down and die for you
these 1000 tears i cry for you
comes from a place so dark
the light dosent shine
and i know how you are
so there is no need of crying
but im crying
and if i say i dont love you
no doubt id be lying
trying to forget the hurt
all for a nigga
who aint worth 50 cents
and lets not mention the time i spent
trying to keep your attention
and that im leaving
you want to say there is something missing
truth be told i really dont want to listen
to the shit you tryna feed me
tellin me that you need me
and you'll do any thing to please me
and take away my fears
but you should have thought of that
before i cried 1000 tears