Bewildered & Blinded by Love

Hello You,

This letter is one of pure curiousity, bewilderment & excitement.
You literally came into my life out of nowhere & re lit the flame in my heart.  I admit, I am apprehensive, I am scared. This fragile heart of mine was not expecting such a wondorous encounter.

After losing myself, finding high ground, & healing from a devastating breakup, during which time I have dated others.. And I felt things towards them, I told myself that I had to date again, to move on completely. Fate stepped in & subtly ended any feeble attempt I made at lying to myself. To be honest, I am unsure of why, but I give up. Easily.

But you, my darling, have managed to get right under my skin. Nobody has ever left me speechless. Ever. This scares me, I’m unsure if I am ready to give my heart too you, yet in saying that.. a little voice in my head mumbles how my heart is already yours.

Months ago, I was content in the fact that I was single, comfortable with the acknowledgement that I would not love for a long time. I had accepted that this was what was best for me… Until you came along.

I worry that I might scare you away. I worry that you wont fall in love with me. I worry that you will not want to pursue a relationship. Which is ok, cos I’m yet to make sense of what you mean to me. Which role you will play?

Lover, Heartbreaker or Husband?