if you forget me

If you forget me I won’t be devastated
I won’t hesitate to move on
I won’t waste time trying to create a moment I now hate
And it takes time to heal from being heartbroken
It’s almost as if it kills to feel again
I won’t lie I loved you more than a friend
We were so close I called u my next of kin
But then again it wasn’t real
Now I’m a little older and I’ve gotten wise
And I’ve learned to give my heart to guys who will appreciate it
And I’ve second guess myself so many times
Wrote about you so much
I’m running out of rhythm and rhymes stanzas and lines
Trying to describe how you make me feel or if I can or will love again
But I won’t wait another second
For you to give to me what I give to you
A love so true
But now you wasted it
And it’s gone
So if you forget me I will not be devastated