Nervousness for Hope

I cannot say, that it's over yet,
But I can say, that I'm trying.
I cannot give you, what I have to give,
But I'm sick and tired of lying.

I'll try to reach out my hand,
keeping you from stumble.
I'll try to hold your stand,
speaking spells in my mumble.

I feel our bond is breaking,
And I try not to show,
The worries I ain't speaking,
When you turn around to go.

Given hope, melted with lips of a liar,
Will shatter your heart to stone.
All you'll feel is the desire,
Burning through your broken bones.

I will never leave you on a bloodstained sheet,
I'll promise you that.
I will never be the one to beat,
And I'll try not to make you sad.

But we both know life isn't fair,
Yet, we try to make it through.
But c'mon my dear,
Let's dance around in snow.

Let your ears catch the nodes,
While taking a breath and a break.
Let your heart decode,
The mystery that I make.

And finally, wipe away your tears,
Show me a smile oh so wide.
Confront all your fears,
From which you shall never hide.