My Deathbed

I hate the thought of laying in my deathbed, In an empty house
I hate the thought of being without a warm heart against mine
I want to be with you till the end, I want you beside me in the end
I want to say you’re the one, I want to say what you want to hear

You play these games, You scream these names
You say my writing is a shame, You ignite my flame
It sounds so cute, The way you lie to cause a dispute
You pollute my lungs, You silence me with your tongue

I salute you, I envy you, I love you, I hate you
Cover me with your hands, While your mouth seeks others
I trust you, I hold you, I miss you, I feel you
Control my wild actions, While your body bends with the wind