Abecedarian soul

Absolute resolve has faded
bitterness comes to the surface
candid thoughts feed the fire
directing the flow of madness
Elevated to it's spiral peaks
Forged in the temple of the mind
Ground down to a razors edge
Honed for the final upheaval
Imminent the next new chapter
Just another story lost within
Kept inside my heart over the years
Little did we know the cost I paid
moments lost in a sea of time
Nothing here a soul left behind
Oblivious to the world at large
Prelude to my dismay
Quell this mental uprising
Resistance from my very core
Sustained by bitter memories
Trivial though the seemed to be
Unforgiven in my hearts and mind
Vicious in my retaliations
Willingly travel the darkest road
Xerographic, my very being copy every detail
Yielding only to the feelings lost
Zirconic Light, all that now remains