Waking

Its morning now
Time to arise
Not wanting to
But I open my eyes

Get on with my day
Do what needs done
Head out the door
Into the horrible sun

I hate being awake
I hate being alive
But somehow I make it
I continue to survive

I spend each day
Just wanting to sleep
To just close my eyes
And enter the deep

The deep slumber
That I will always long for
The eternal darkness
Through which I would soar

Soon I will leave here
This ultimate hell
Finally sleeping
Finally well