My Friend (R.I.P. Todd)

I know that you're watching me
I feel that you're here
Though I can't see you anymore
The memory of you is crystal clear

I didn't get to say goodbye
I wasn't prepared for this
I wish I would've known your pain
My ignorance was bliss

All this time you pulled away
To protect me from the pain
You told me everything was fine
What was there to gain

Now my heart is shattered
Broken beyond repair
Why didn't you tell me
Did you think I wouldn't care

I think about you every day
And miss you every night
You shouldn't have left me here
But you gave up on your fight

I know my words are pointless
I'll never see you again
But if I could I'd tell you
"I love you, You're my friend"