Just maybe

you'r description of my life
 makes me wanna cry
Im not deppresed nor am I emo
 maybee these are lies
but I've learned to cover up lies
 with even bigger ones
my life might have been better
 If I didn't lie all the time
but I dont know how to express my feelings
 Im sorry I hurted you
Im sorry I can't tell the truth

I was afraid
 I was afraid that you were gonna break my heart
my heart Is fragile as you can see
 but I wish I could die

I have a brilliant mind
but some times I dont take my own advice
maybe this Is just life

life is'nt that wonderful
as I thought it would be
for im already dead
 

I cant handle this im so sorry
why wont you be my friend
so please take me back dont wanna be dead forever