Il'l

I trade blows with life coz life's a monster,

cryin and swimmin in tears livin a slave homie is a lifestyle,

fuck ths motherfuckaz sayin lifes a bitch aight!,

wait till it fuck u hard n ur ass aint nolonger tight,

shit is deep Dzaek to stand i put a fight,

God 4give me or rather excuse me,

I did choose this or this shit just chose me,

relegated to the bottom tel me where did i go wrong,

drowning in deep shit always blamin the devil,

the more i scream him a spoiler i continue movin to the lower level,

God made me why should i blame the devil,

i smell blood.. somebody gotta die apologies to God,

i dont mean to be cold i just switch on to survival mode,

when u get to heaven say hi to God 4 me,

tel him nobody can fight destiny n heaven got too far me,

i dont wanna die old livin in this shit, i'd rather die young bieng free to breathe in,

so i lean on the devil to console my soul, tho i started a Gods son,

divorce is legal pardon me on this one,

To jesus tel him i'll keep his pieces,

Fell with em drowned with em ripped apart i needed some stitches.

Glued to nothin i just bled still screamin wishes,

but this journey is too diverse to quit,

so i just pick another lane and splint,

ignore every other thing cz they all make me sick,

no pain's cheap i pay my bill early before am broke and kill'd,

watch me move listen to me preach, this shit is holy take notes as i read me speech,

future got enlighted with one eye on it,

coned to doom bitch get ready to break it,

i cant offer you dinner and still eat for you,

let you live and teach you to sink into my shoe,

what i've been thru is a story to tell,

wait till i script it and sneak it into the gospel,

lay it beside a saint i prefer st paul,

compare me to king saul, why burn all the riches and i wana be rich,

show me a city coz eternity ain't really,

where's hell from here i take a look coz this crap is silly,

unspoken now spoken ill...