The love I want

My goal in life is to have the love in a companion like nothing else on earth can compare, To always want her in my thoughts to desire her in all ways if I dare.
When we disagree we do not fight & break up we hug & make up.
We compromise on the little stuff because the big stuff is what matters most we don't fight over that burnt toast.
We can agree sometimes to disagree and still smile and kiss our goodbyes or hold her in my arms with a long passionate kiss good night with love looking in her eyes.
We will be filled with joy we both will see, filled with happiness, looking into each others eyes & being grateful that we had every moment we did together as we realize, that even the arguments even the frustrating ones even the makeup sex even the naughty birthday text, what matters most is her next to me.
We will know that we are so much better however for just havening brought each other together.
I want a partner that makes me want to be a better man than I alone can.
The times I will hear her say, Hey sweetie pick up your socks & give me a back rub I had a long day.
I will to be the man she holds when she needs to cry and the man she calls & texts when her friend gets good news and tells me first why.
I am going to be her best guy friend right till the end.
With her any broken thing can mend she will be my best girl friend.
My partner shall be the first person I think of when I want to tell something to anyone I love.
I want for her to smile just for thinking of the last thing I said before she goes to work or off to bed.
This is the kind of relationship I want but not with just anyone, I want it with that special someone.
In the end of my days when I take my last breath, long from now my God I pray, I want to hold the hand of my partner my love & I want her to feel this same way.
I want my special someone to be my forever love, I want the earth to shake as she comes down from heaven above.
Starting off as friends is best I say but we must know the difference between sister love and lovers love one day
What is the first step to what I am looking for?
All I need now is a woman to knock at my lonely front door.