if only you'd looked inside)

 if you saw the
real me, there
would be no question
of who is she?
 
inside iam as beautiful
as god wants me
to be,
but to you
only the lies
of your naked eye's
see the deceptive
part that has no truth.


my feelings, my thoughts, and inner
fears that hunt me,

you never asked me for it
 because you did not wanna
know it.

i tried to show you
my true feelings
and how it feels to have
someone love you,
but you only pushed me
away because my light
was to bright for you.

yeah it's true,
you never saw 
in me
the beauty i saw
in you.