Teenage Depression.

Feeling insecure
like I'm against the rest,
or as if I was playing in a game
completing a difficult test.
Always having enemy's
never just a few,
always trying to challenge me
like what I already face will never do.

Every day I'm crying
realizing I've given up on trying.
This depression is swallowing me
darkness surrounding me
mentally unstable
people trying to fix me
I'm broken?
Craving to be alone,
faking faces, smiles, feelings
changing my tone.

I'm cracking
my colors are showing,
I'm breaking
confidence is lowering.

Crazy, sick thoughts racing through my mind,
trying to run away ...
but end up leaving my body behind.

Soon I'll be nothing,
you'll start questioning yourself.
What I've always wanted will come,
leaving me cold, lifeless and numb.