Letting Anger Out; So If You Don't Care, Don't Read

Alright. You want me to be honest with you?    
I'm fucking sick of feeling unhappy    
I'm fucking sick of feeling like i'm not good enough    
I'm fucking sick of things going good then they just get worse  
I'm fucking sick of you not understanding me    
I'm fucking sick of my disorder    
I'm fucking sick of not being skinny enough  
I'm fucking sick of people judging me  
I'm fucking sick of you not being here  
I'm fucking sick of everything  
And sometimes all I want to do is Die  
Not because I want to end my life    
But because I want to end the pain