Float In Your Throat

In the darkness with your honey colored skin
That was welted and warm
It surrounded me  
I knew how I felt
Quietly I said a prayer under my breathe
Let this be real make me alive
Eyes that felt like home just where I belong
Connected to you at last
Your lips taste exquisite
I sketched you several times in my head
You empower me making me forget
I erase all that I know
This blood that runs through me leaving me half dead
I need to let the past be anew
Letting you lay so peacefully and still
I ache with wonder what would I do
Fighting my urgency to rush
My fingers slowly find your breasts
Then I travel to your place
Why are there tears are you in sorrow?
This well be so special you’ll feel good
Committed to the demon in my mind
I want to cut you and place you inside of mine
Don’t have to try and yell because nobody will listen
Your skin is delicate and free
I bet that nobody has ever tasted you
I want to float in your throat
Frustrated beyond the words I say
I tried to make you numb
Perhaps you’re a little to resilient for me