"Suicide iz painless"

"Suicide is painless when you have nothing to live for-and your body is alwayz so damn sore-you feel the walls around you closing in-and you keep prayin "dear god when's my suffering gonna end"-job's are scarce and your money is all so tight-you feel your losin' the will to live so you don't put up a fight-your family and friends have turned their backs on you-and you don't know whut to do you don't have the slightest clue-you just keep thinkin' suicide is the only way out-you no longer give a damn whut lifes actually about-you have suffered so much loss in this lifetime-you've witnessed the deaths of family and friends all that you love are dyin'-alwayz sad and depressed and your meds aren't workin'-so you grab a razor and your eyez upon it you can't stop lookin'-all you know is that you wanna die-all you know is you are too tired to cry-and you can't stop thinkin' 'bout heaven you wanna fly-noone cares for or about you-noone gives a damn about you-noone really knows how you really feel they haven't a fucking clue-you feel death is the answer cause the heartaches will then cease-and to you there will be eternal peace-everyone thinks 'bout suicide at least once in their lives-everyone goes through hard times and wish to die as they wipe the tears from their eyez-so much pain so much hurt-you can't stop thinkin' 'bout enterin' the dirt face first-you miss those who have already passed due to selfish reasons-your body feels so numb no longer carin' 'bout the 4 seasons-you lose interests in activities you once enjoyed-and you can't stand it anymore and life you feel so annoyed-you contemplate and think of which would be the best way to end it-you practice whut to write in your suicide note and who to send it-your mindz in a fog your feelin' dazed-you wonder is suicidal thoughts a part of life a phase-your not so sure anymore as you lay on the floor-screamin' to god "i just can't take this shit anymore"-you lose so much sleep and don't go to work no more-you visualize your lifeless body on the bathroom floor-you think how your family will feel when they find out whut has occured-your emotions overcome you everything becomes knotted up and blurred-all you keep thinkin' over and over again is that noone cares-life is not fair who is there to dare-at the razor,at the bottle of pills your eyes are all so fixated it's a never ending stare-the sun has gone down the gloomy day has ended-you are now thinkin' of someone you very much adore and the night you'd like to be with them and time spend it-and for now your not thinkin' suicide you don't wanna die tonight-so you continue to live you continue the fight to breathe again your lips you bite-you say your prayers before you go to sleep-as the sun rises you awaken and the thoughts of suicide are back and you uncontrollably weep-the process of suicide is back for another try into your mindz eye no more no less-after all that's said and done is suicide really painless?

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                  SUICIDE  IS  PAINLESS