Running Out

everything is rushing so fast
the colors
the people
all melting together
it seems i have to close my eyes

your there at the front
leading
what a force
to be reckoned with
modesty makes you innocent
if only you knew

you wave
you smile
cheers from the sidelines
beside me
adoration for an innocent boy
if only you realized

standing in the back
confusing myself
i'm sure that i blend in
my eyes are glued to the ground

twisting thumbs
knotted thoughts
scared to look up and watch
cause if i do

will you look back?