Tattered and Shattered

I find my heart completely shattered
I find my soul completely tattered
The ruins of who I used to be

My love torn away
I face another day
Completely and miserably alone

While together she all but beats me
How the pain of loss eats me
There is no way for me to win

My love has gone
But I still struggle on
My pain has no master but me

I have been here before
I know in my core
That in time these wounds will mend

Yet I find myself crying
And wishing I were dying
That I may be spared my grief

I see her so elated
I feel ever so hated
By her and the rest of the world

As I struggle to my feet
I taste my defeat
The taste leaves me bitter and cold

Blow after blow
My pain continues to grow
And I find myself longing for an end

With a soul that is tattered
And a heart that’s been shattered
What more can I look forward to