I try

As much as i try, I just can't get by...
The ridicule, putdowns and lies...
I get up each day, and just want to say...
To everyone I love goodbye...
I sit on my own, my sad days alone...
And wish I knew what i've done wrong...
I just can't get by, without times I cry...
That people won't leave me alone...
I wish I could face, each day with good grace...
And take my life firm in my hands...
To face each new day, with a smile on my face...
Happiness now, where pain had its place...
To bring joy back into my life...
To take out the pain, where once was a knife...
To have just one, person to care...
To give me faith, instead of dispear...
I ask for nothing, more than this...
I ask for love instead of stress...
As much as I want my rep thats a lie...
To end from the gossips, so hard yet I try...