Depth

 
the fuckin pills come ,they fuckin cease again
the fuckin pain i hate, I feel is real within
the God damned dark engulfs the room again
but the edge is gone with a needle dripping sin
i watch my fuckin life pass me by
regrets Iv had now make me fuckin cry
my mother fuckin mind is gone
Too much bullshit so not fun
But who gives a fuck Ima die away
a lonley soul where piece of shit hearts fuckin decay
so i close my eyes and let the fuckin pain take me away
the dam nightmares are settling every fuckin day
in my tainted mind your still around
but i open my eyes and don’t hear a fuckin sound
It drives me to grab a fuckin razor blade
Wanting nothing more then to fucking fade
I clench it in my fist
As I slash my mother fuckin wrist
Blood spills and covers the floor
Pain down to my fuckin core
for this is the only god damn time I don’t hurt for you
falling over the fuckin edge these fuckin feelings aint new.