Sorry (I killed the afterglow)

thanks baby
I had fun last night
it felt good to
feel good
for awhile
to forget
about me
focus on us
forget about pain
focus on love

I'm sorry that
once again
I've regressed but
you know I am still
depressed
I was able to let go
to clear my mind
a least for a little while
last night

I'm sorry that
it all came back in
this morning
when I was alone
again
sorry it seems that
I am too weak to fight
honestly I really do try

I just get so
wrapped up
in my own head
the anxiety
the dread
I really feel guilty
I cried today
I'm sorry
I'm not sure
what else to say