If Only

I'm losing my
  mind
Life's not been
  kind
A true and pure
love my heart did
  find
But I was oh so
  blind
and didn't see it
I moved on and left you
  behind
to take the fall
For I did realize to late
what a treasure you are
As they say
  hind-site
is 20/20
And in this bottle
I sit crying
drowning my sorrows
A temporary fix
to ease my heartache
For I'm to late
to apologize
for my mistakes
If only I could
  rewind
time to when
your love I had
Where I was yours
and you were mine
Now all my life
I'll live with regret
of having lost
the best thing
to ever walk my way
If only I had
known to stay
But like the
oceans tide
I let it all
wash away
Now everyday in
darkness I dwell
alone I sit
finding solace
in the pouring rain
It seems as though
all I have is my pain
I find some comfort
in knowing that
maybe one day
I can love again