A prison for feelings

 I need a time to forget you,
I need to hide my love deep inside of me,
Your voice is talking in me every day,
My heart is bleeding and crying.

I need you so much like a candle in my life,
To give me light in the darkest night.
I need you so much like the sun outside,
To give me warmth and to make me bright.

You left me without even a reason,
I feel  my body  is now like  a special prison,
The only place where my feelings are living free
And you are everything in my thoughts what I see.

And now the time is the only my friend
It will be with me till the end,
My body is now a home of a storm,
Where in the past a huge love was born.

I feel myself like a convict in my own prison,
I am spending my time being a slave of my love,
I am hoping to find at least one reason
To hate you and to have again my freedom of dove,
That will have the power to escape from its own prison.