Addiction

I've never wanted something so bad
like i want you
you're my green pill, you're my blue

i swallow you whole
you course through my veins
my little blue pill, i don't feel pain

my heart beats faster
and this is where we start
my addiction isn't suicide, my addiction it's art

i've painted you well in my memories
but my memories can't feel
my heart is beating and it's the blue pill i can't conceal

i sweat you out daily
but you never leave me
i swallowed my own pill so you can't see me

come out, wake up
my pores are poor
and i fail to break sweat
leave my system now
so i am not filled with regret

withdrawals hurt me
at least they don't haunt
having you in my system, it's just a life's taunt

devour me
so i am rid of guilt
swallow me
your axels rotate, life unbuilt

you can't see straight
your mind obsessed with one thing
every time your thoughts walk, your conscience will ring

saying goodbye to reality
because your pill isn't there
reality ceases, when we are a pair

addiction is inevitabel
sweat me out
addiction must go, who's it about?

i swallow my own thoughts
instead of letting you swallow me
our addiction was gold, it's others who can't see

no matter  my usage
you are always with me, in my thoughts and in my soul
they tore us from our addiction, destructors ultimate goal