never ending game

When I see you I don't know what I'm suppose to see
Failure among all other or success from far away
You tell me these words of some epic proportion only to be beaten with your actions
You feel brutally discouraged until the evening flame ignites a flame
Your laughing evil heart is a simple of seventy thousand breaths
Your running From something but not asking for that sorrowful relief
Calling your evil action a misunderstood statement
You tell of confusion a motive of loneliness
A never ending defeat of the past
Come call to me as I once called to you
Tell me of the long never ending journey
Many lost experiences you follow me but I never follow
Your a gamer illusionist and a story thrown together as one
As you are last but never ending