the end

You were the best kind of friend a simple conversation or facial expression could bring all of my problems to an end. Never the feeling of anger or sadness as long as you were near, but the loss of you I never thought to fear.

There was shit we should of left unsaid this being to late I'll just say nothing was said with regret instead.

My love for you as a friend is something I'll never hide even with the secret we hold inside.

Not knowing how to be myself around you. I stand on the outside and see you are happy. being able to do this lets me know my friendship was true. However I cant even look you in the face so I guess for now I'll have to let our friendship die. Something I never wished I would have to try. There is no way to change the past. I just pray one day we can again be friends and this wont have to be a friendship I'll regret didn't last.