Release Me

There is no such thing as clean,
Too many people falling off the scene,
This machine has gone de-railed,
An obscene thought,
There’s only one person to intervene,
You’re my vaccine, my queen.
It seems as though we’re through,
Honestly; through and through I didn’t think you’d go through with this,
I didn’t think I would be through with you.

RELEASE ME!

Our deceased love wasn’t always this way,
The skies weren’t always this grey, 
My life wasn’t always thrown in such disarray.
I’ve become this animal,
no illusion,
an animal,
so inhuman,
an animal,
so actual.

RELEASE ME!

There is no more peace, With my heart in pieces,
I’ll struggle through this, The moment is fragile,
One eye looking through the barrel, The other through a portal,
The portal into the past, I can see everything but it never lasts,
Like a dream that never stays, A mirror full of haze.

RELEASE ME!

Every glance is pain,
Every thought is slain,
Every memory is played over again,
Every slip of the hand draws closer to jugular vein.