I Am Here

I need help,
But have no one to talk to,
I seek help,
But no one is there,
I see you,
Looking from your window,
I am here,
Drowning from the pain,
Staring at the sky,
Wondering why I'm alive,
Looking with my eye,
Blood just like red dye,
Bleeding from my arm,
I need a lucky charm,
Put the razor down below,
Blood dripping from my elbow,
Looking at the time,
Wondering when I will die,
Looking at a note,
A farewell I just wrote,
Wondering why,
God would let me die,
Looking at my room,
It will all be over soon,
A hand comes to my face,
Memories quite erased,
Someone,
I got saved,
Put me in my place,
Someone to hold,
My hands no longer cold,
Tears not shed,
I'm alive not dead,
Laying in my bed,
Wondering why God saved my life,
Why didn't I die,
Why let me live,
When I'm just a lonely kid,
Who has no reason to live,
But I did,
I look at my scars,
And remember the pain,
Looking at the sky,
The rain hiding my tears,
Why now out of all of these years,
Why save me,
I am a Nobody,
I have no meaning in life,
I just don't fit in,
I am just a kid,
Who has no purpose,
Why bother if I'm Dead or Alive,
Next time maybe I won't survive,
I need help,
But can never have it,
I am a Lost Soul,
I Am Here.