thank god its in the past

Cocaine is a numbing drug this i know to be true only people don't realize the many ways it numbs you. you might even start using it to forget all that is bad although when its gone you'll be looking sad then you might start telling your self you just want all your problems to be unseen not realizing your becoming a fiend after a while you'll be using it every day not knowing your just building up a lot of pain in time all the problems you wanted to forget will come rushing down on your head making you wish you had some more shit by now you've started to push away all the people you love not knowing the cocaine is what you need to be giving a shove soon the cocaine becomes your best friend and you start to really fall not knowing what waits for you at the end. Cocaine has a strong hold the strongest I've ever felt but sitting here now i know id rather not be stoned dealing with your problems is a much easier way to go and for me I'm happy being able to enjoy watching my son grow