"My Struggle"

Days and days of endless struggle ,
I just can't break free from this bubble ~
This struggle always here with me ,
This guilt needs to just leave me be ~
My body heavy like I'm made of lead ,
No energy just wanting to stay in bed ~
There's a lot that have it worse than I ,
But that doesn't mean I won't say goodbye ~
They say I have a lot going for me ,
But it's just something that I just can't see ~
I can't see cause my worst enemy ,
Is not my life but inside of me ~
Struggle to be happy and care some more ,
But it's hard to focus when you're poor ~
Fearless and tough when you look in these eyes ,
Yet inside is a man who just wants to die ~
Use to be content and full of life ,
But that was all taken in just one night ~
Built up anger built up hate ,
Has converted to just death on my plate ~
Days and days of endless struggle ,
When I'm at peace is when I'll be humble ~
B.